I believe that today I learnt how to stop thinking. It was a big relief.
I wish to reduce the layers surrounding my life. Sometimes it makes me feel like I am enclosed in the biggest, most constricting bubble.
Life seems to make a little more sense as of late. However, life is hauntingly beautiful in my head. My ability to process information today was frighteningly quick. Now, I understand 3/4's (or at least think I understand) of what my professor and graduate students are discussing during lab group meetings. Simultaneously painful and exhilarating. I believe I have discovered that there is no upper limit on how quick an individual can process information. Processing it accurately is an entirely different question.
I wish to take 2 classes for fun. My definition of fun, as of late, has been "anything which seems to fry a person's brain, leaving them smarter but at the price of their sanity."
I hope I see reality soon and maybe drop my wishes so that their feet touch the ground.