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Thursday, March 10, 2011Y

Super duper creeped out. I understand that I deserve part of the shame that is crushing my soul but I fail to comprehend how careless a guy can be.

I triple swear I will never ever again touch a stranger.

We had a comfortable arrangement. I thought we could trade texts and emails for a week and leave it at that. That was 6 days ago. Today, I receive an angry text saying this has to stop and how I made his ex cry. I appreciate the punctuality of our break but I really wish I hadn't made such a fool of myself. He clearly lied when he said he didn't care about her.

I love his word choice. He didn't make his ex-girlfriend cry by coming back to my room.
We didn't make his ex cry by staying in contact. I made his ex cry by responding to his texts. I don't understand why he had not deleted them if he KNEW he had a super overprotective ex.

I cannot believe that this guy has truly become my time sink. Either I am infactuated by him or plain boggled by his stupidity.

Now is probably a good time for a trip to the doctor and afterward dig a pleasant and deep ditch for my dignity.

ends at 4:04 PM